Searching For You Forever Now

Dearest Aabi

Naani is in Perth again, searching for you everywhere. Yet, you have managed to hide in such a way that I can't find you with my eyes. I can sense your presence among all your toys, listening to your husky voice, but I still cannot see you. Where are you, my love? For all these months, I have been wandering through various mythologies, mystic sciences, and spiritual realms, trying to understand why it was so difficult to protect you. Why was the whole universe so helpless?

I will continue this search for infinity, as one voice echoes in my mind: Aabi can never go; Aabi will definitely find her Mom, her Papa, her Didi, and her Naani. I don’t know how, but she will.

It is now our purpose to hold on to each other and keep searching for Aabi everywhere. My love for you grows stronger every day, as this is the only way I can feel connected to you. Every moment, I sense you clinging to your Mom like a little koala, nestled in her heart, hiding as usual and peeking from the corner of your mischievous eyes, waiting for us to find you. I cuddle your favorite Peace Lily flower daily, and it smiles back at me.

With every breath, I breathe you in and recite these lines...

I'm sorry, Aabu.

Please forgive me.

Thank you, Paaru.

I love you...

I also chant, 'Krishna Krishna... Aabi Aabi'...

I have full faith in this prayer now, believing that you are listening and will be with us. See you soon...

Naani loves you to the moon and the stars, Aabi.